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For jewel in the sea

why did u hide deep in a ravine of sea?

Are u hiding something?

Can't u tell me what was wrong?

Am I not good to be your ears?

Or Am I nothing for you?

I know that I'm just a foam on the sea. I could be vanished everytime. But give me a sand of opportunity to know why your light became extinguished. It different like when I found u thousands years ago, even I'm on the top of the mountain and u deep in the base of sea, I still can see your light. More I approach u, brighter I can see. But now, u just like a rock in the desert which sweept away by wind. Where is your shape that making pirates compete to get u. I coudln't hear your laugh , coudln't look your smile, couldn't smell your fragance, couldn't feel your warm....

The best I can do just pray to God to give her a chance to shining the sea again. So the sea existence become bright again. Althought I have to disappear....

If the reason because of the diamond that life beside u since I left u, I hope the diamond can back to u again. If u ask me that I suffered, yes, I suffered since I left u. I don't want u to be me. Let's just me who get that things happen.... althought I can't see u till the end of time.

Promise me that u'll be bright again. I think diamond coudln't life without u, so go back to diamond. U and him will be the greatest stone ever after.....

I love u jewel....forever......

-from a foam on the sea-

I still don't understand

The feeling that always flying in my chest confused me.  It always inabsolute. Sometime I feel a good feeling about something but it comes to me with a bad result. But when I feel a bad feeling, it comes to me with a better result. If I try to chase after that thing, It run away from me. But when I try to lose it, It was like to give me a chance. I wish a could know what will happen next after I do something to it. But It never happen and there will be no story if everyone know the future. Now, I try to learn what the world lesson. In the end of this part, I have a question that I still don't understand. What should we do about LOVE, should we chase after that or we wait after that?

Thanks for reading my write......

perubahan menuju kesuksesan...

apakah kalian sudah berubah menuju kesuksesan dari cita2 yg kalian impikan?

klo gw blom, tp gw berusaha untuk berubah menuju kesuksesan cita2 gw. Smua itu pasti ada hambatan, gw bikin hambatan itu jadi tantangan buat gw agar gw smangat dlm menghadapi smua itu. Kita hanya berusaha, ikhtiar, berdoa, hanya Alloh SWT yg menentukan, tp dalam berikhtiar itu jgn pernah berputus asa. Kita saling mengingatkan saja bahwa dalam kegagalan akan menuju keberhasilan, dan Alloh tidak selalu memberikan apa yang kiat inginkan, tetapi memberikan apa yang kita butuhkan.